Dear Christian, we have been told in order to be a follower of Jesus we MUST live by the Spirit, not by our flesh. I think you need to spend some time in God’s Word to understand this fact. You may not be be following Jesus after all.
“So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.” (Galatians 5:16-18)
“Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.” (Galatians 5:25)
“Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.” (Galatians 6:7-8)
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